Right….
Today has been one of those awkward days. One of those days that makes everything positive I have said in the last few entries or whatever seem completely null. Of course the positive things are not null, but we all have these days….
I’m shaking. I’m drunk. I’m wet [mainly because I am drunk]. And I actually feel like drinking more just to drown my sorrows and pass out [a very rae occurrence].
I dislike being negative, especially when it is my own fault [which all of these occurrences are] but sometimes its hard isn’t it? And especially when one is quite intoxicated. I’m not going to go into detail…. I just wish to cheer myself up, with a picture of the biggest inspiration of the past year [someone who no doubt knows what it’s like to feel negative energy]
… Not to mention, he looks smoking hot here <3 Loves ya Johnny <3